Holdens motivation

In todays evaluation I see some self-esteem, belonging and control issues with Holden. I believe his meaningful existence in his mind is there and he does feel like he is living for a reason, even though there are some times when he doesn't. His self-esteem issues might be due to the lack of respect that people give him and how they always tell him what to do and wear. His belonging lacks because i think when his brother was  alive she thought he was so perfect and intelligent, which made holden feel like he wasnt even there."His teachers were always writing letters to my mother, telling her what a pleasure it was having him." Holden cant really control situations very well. He can but when he cant is when things get out of hand.

Duck not belonging^^^